sometimes i think im going crazy but thats how i want it lately little things mean the world to me theres so much than you cant see theres a whole other world to explore full of stories thoughts and so much more bittersweet feelings pain and love respect me and there will be no one above its so simple but you never understand you conform to all the new styles, with No command try to act cool and suppress your feelings people like you..they dont have a lot of meaning theyre worthless "fake" in a way sometiems i just want to say : i wont back down ill stand my ground its self respect that i have found i dont deserve to cry or to want to die, look to the skys and just keep saying why? its all a lie . id lie to myself say i dont care it doesnt matter but thats not fair . to put my pain into art forms and preserve them on myself its a sickening kind of pain that i have felt myself one too many times ive cried one too many tears it goes on and on..its lasted for years . but its time for an end dont lie and pretend you knew it would happen you pushed me to far this wont be hard when its over its done (little do you know its Just begun) a bullet through the heart is the remedy i see fit and its amazing but i must admit ill miss you dearly i swear its true but now stop. silence. watch the blood fall on you.(drip drop drip drop) is your time up? i dont know the clock stopped time froze in your world next day on the news there will be the story of a girl they say.... they found her in a pool of her blood and there was a note that lay in her hand what they read from it was something that they didnt quite understand but this is where the story ends i can say no more just wait, be patient and itll be clear - the story of her tears